anxious as hell

Hibiscus tea for the kid with the cough housed up with a December cold he broke out came staggering back to the door sneezes in hand let go change falling suicide notes grocery receipts insecurities the keys out the keys for the door shit he felt important once in his life that was written on…… Continue reading anxious as hell

monday notes

The spider on the wall has been swiped down by Kalika’s small grey paw and gigantic round eyes, innocent and silly. This provides her hours of entertainment during the light Monday rain. Rudra is serene with eyes closed, sleeping so peacefully with his head down. I keep procrastinating my writing assignment by doing other things,…… Continue reading monday notes

a casting out of spirits

not many people want to read someone’s piece about how they are tired. it’s the end of the day and I’m more tired than 11 or 12 o’clock can make me. I need the kind of change that possibly a vacation could bring. my tired is something more serious than aches and pains by midweek.…… Continue reading a casting out of spirits

morning notes

these days tripping out, time going by, looking back on life, how it’s changed. mostly now I’m seeing how it’s changed for the better and that I’ve become a “new” person. I’m not going to pretend I have much else to say tonight. you say you would like someone to talk to but if the…… Continue reading morning notes

humid notes

the babies are suffering. this electronic thermometer says 70, this means 85 in here. an oscillating fan saves us in small percentages, but it’s the look on the grey babies faces that’s starting to convince me to turn on the dreaded air conditioner. give in to the inevitable. transitional time span prepare to make the…… Continue reading humid notes

writing is liquid form

the heat is keeping me up tonight instead of the usual chest congestion. so on that note, I guess it’s a welcomed change. I thought I’d give up on the tossing and turning in bed and come over here and toss and turn in writing. what do you do when you toss and turn? you’re…… Continue reading writing is liquid form

quick thursday notes

there is a price to pay you get into something you don’t know what that price comes for you later an arrogance flares swells red focus on the intuitive aspects top of the head over reactions over throw/thrown shovel coal an upset, a feeling hurt music playing slightly over management chucking it up with some…… Continue reading quick thursday notes

communicate notes

thursday goes like this: everyone fingerprinting my screen gravy train milk bone help elderly across street broken finger half- fist communicate devotion third eye wish: slap boss silly so, in the night I sit back in bed with the cats and listen to the radio, talk radio. grab food from the kitchen, turn the lights…… Continue reading communicate notes