I am a mess; I am getting home: when I went to B&N today, bought a coffee at the counter, said, “can I buy this book here, too?” of course he said. he rang up my coffee and looked at the book I slid towards him, The Trial by Kafka – “oh shit!” he said.…… Continue reading pass the salt
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lunchtime notes
these are the rough days because because. so many interruptions, I can’t see straight, or write straight. does that mean that I am seeing gay and writing gay? a homophobe’s nightmare is gay men raining from the sky. I’m not phased by whoever rains from the sky. okay, here I am back again, after another…… Continue reading lunchtime notes
eyes in your eye sockets
chit chatting my small time down to a chopped down tree tree stump that time is video gamed away and in my last breath on my death bed lying on my back facing up to you I can only hope to say that I love you or with my eyes stare through the pain convey…… Continue reading eyes in your eye sockets
possibilities
it feels good to be back after a few days of rest and silence, and a little strange since it always comes back to a blank page to fill, and to fill it with substance. the slight pressure of that. of course the very first thing is to write no matter what, regardless of whether…… Continue reading possibilities
high definitions
a long running water of sentences to deprive forests and energy. this is pain and reward, new life. this nation, whatever. nations. nations based on slavery. under the soil are human faces trampled on the way to getting here, to the current. a currency, a current flow of sentences. we don’t really pick our presidents,…… Continue reading high definitions
memory serves introspect
white oleander the movie is amazing with tonight’s viewing after class, and chinese food, wanting to cry at certain parts, because I am there inside the movie at times. I don’t like it right in the middle watching when someone says the book is better, probably no more than when reading the book someone interrupts…… Continue reading memory serves introspect
black circles around my world view
I’m on my second cup of tea in hopes it will do some good with this congestion. this of course has become a typical thing, a chronic condition that I become so weighed down that my lungs go on strike at least ninety percent and I have to put in long hours awake. this is…… Continue reading black circles around my world view
arts
and now check out my new self portrait. Illustrator is so much fun!
expanding the written word
I will be posting in two different journals these days… the live journal stuff will remain as it is, and the Polywogg site will contain more notes substandard. This will especially suit OS X heads as the Poly folks are piecing together a good little application which makes for a good online reading experience, etc.,…… Continue reading expanding the written word
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the new Adobe CS is amazing. keeping me very busy here at work learning all the new features.