Digital Writ

chit chatting my small time down to a chopped down tree tree stump that time is video gamed away and in my last breath on my death bed lying on my back facing up to you I can only hope to say that I love you or with my eyes stare through the pain convey…… Continue reading eyes in your eye sockets

it feels good to be back after a few days of rest and silence, and a little strange since it always comes back to a blank page to fill, and to fill it with substance. the slight pressure of that. of course the very first thing is to write no matter what, regardless of whether…… Continue reading possibilities

a long running water of sentences to deprive forests and energy. this is pain and reward, new life. this nation, whatever. nations. nations based on slavery. under the soil are human faces trampled on the way to getting here, to the current. a currency, a current flow of sentences. we don’t really pick our presidents,…… Continue reading high definitions

white oleander the movie is amazing with tonight’s viewing after class, and chinese food, wanting to cry at certain parts, because I am there inside the movie at times. I don’t like it right in the middle watching when someone says the book is better, probably no more than when reading the book someone interrupts…… Continue reading memory serves introspect

and now check out my new self portrait. Illustrator is so much fun!

I will be posting in two different journals these days… the live journal stuff will remain as it is, and the Polywogg site will contain more notes substandard. This will especially suit OS X heads as the Poly folks are piecing together a good little application which makes for a good online reading experience, etc.,…… Continue reading expanding the written word

the new Adobe CS is amazing. keeping me very busy here at work learning all the new features.

confusing when the second doctor’s secretary calls and says I don’t have Lyme but still the condition of my right leg is worsening. I have this container of antibiotics sitting here that he says I no longer have to take. this is good news, I suppose. but what is the cure? who to believe? which…… Continue reading questions

I am completely stubborn thinking I can continue on eating dairy and survive. dairy and breathing cannot coexist, I’m convinced. I awoke wheezing one hour ago to an invisible man sitting on my chest with his two knees pressing down. probably he has two children on top of him, wrestling. yes, I’m wrestling with my…… Continue reading waking up wheezing, again. notes.