I am completely stubborn thinking I can continue on eating dairy and survive. dairy and breathing cannot coexist, I’m convinced. I awoke wheezing one hour ago to an invisible man sitting on my chest with his two knees pressing down. probably he has two children on top of him, wrestling. yes, I’m wrestling with my demons tonight. pacing with a book thinking about this again – damn, I need to take off more time from work. soon I’ll have to go pick up the car, and that was crazy how that happened, how I awoke to banging on the door downstairs and the neighbors were all frantic. the giant branches were falling, they were to bare the bad news.
thinking about going out to walk through the neighborhood, that maybe the fresh air will do me some good.
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the gods of breath are still not appeased. but I don’t feel like letting everyone know. outdoors it is quiet with west virginia-ish air. crickets. highway. leaves ruffling.
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my Dad now has his own website. cannot believe it! anyone who’s interested, check it out.
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I hear good things about The Da Vinci Code. I’ll check that out pretty soon. wish I had the time because there are so many interests I’d like to pursue. so that’s what I’m thinking when I’m blowing out candles. time, more time. that is all for now.