Digital Writ

there are nine writing utensils on my desk most of them pens some pencils and an electronic pen used like a mouse plugged into the side of the keyboard I am getting ready to have some soup for lunch my phone is turned on counting down my minutes as a free man I hope desperately…… Continue reading small notes pt. 1

I’ve not really written for days. My hands have been moving, but something isn’t in it. My heart is not in it. And now I’m back from West Virginia. I kind of gave that holiday away to the relatives; I’ll claim New Year’s and the weekend as my own. It is good to be out…… Continue reading a few words

I don’t get off to a good start writing this so throw it all in the bag and give the world something less private less neurotic less dirty-laundry I straight hate going to see them and no matter what day is no goddamn exception are you obsessed with agonizing over it I am because you…… Continue reading late

eating. we are going to eat at the Indian restaurant today. are psyched it’s open. gmother suggested this in the first place, since she is going more deaf and more blind, to go, and she would reimburse us. a day later, she has my mother call: “she wants to know what she can make.” nothing!…… Continue reading Untitled

for me, having to go see “the family” on the holidays, puts a strange twist on enjoying the holidays. it is like going to work, but you can lounge more, and be more sarcastic. sarcasm is the saving grace this fine day, and I plan to indulge. in other news, dreamt I was in my…… Continue reading xmas morning notes

fragments, these days that pass, cold days. sitting in the co-op without anything to write with, mentally I think out the words: december depression. december exhaustion. december depletion. december hard times. december hard to see a light at the end of the tunnel. I’m reading a book on increasing reading speed and comprehension, therefore giving…… Continue reading december oblations

hatred of all things good and pure. is that how things are starting out? rushing headlong into a dark cave, only to be attacked by . . . assist me in lying in bed and dreaming heavily, being fully present. assist me in being there to hear, respond to little vocalizations. each extension is everything…… Continue reading assist me in being there to hear, respond to little vocalizations

there’s this picture of you posing something. I’m 1 for guessing away all the time of a dull day. I think you don’t like your picture taken. can understand that because my nature is shy at times, but also feel identities need along with them built in technologies that preserve them. this is flex of…… Continue reading identities need along with them built in technologies that preserve them

zoos of animals for sun. morning on 3:56 eastern standard clock. chapped bulgarian lips. winter minted. time capsule time released in stomach and hatching baby seals that scream and befriend eternal killer whales. you walk through the velvet screen not seen. you’re in this next scene. this ghost posed as a teacher, I picked him…… Continue reading time well spent here, 1

not doubting time is golden. I watched the jobs pile up on me at work, because what seemed to be a font problem, crippled my machine for at least two hours. more and more continues to pile up, and it gets depressing, to be too much. did however find a really cool website, exquisitecorpse.org, run…… Continue reading little time