pure reasoning powers

my head is so clear at least it seems can’t get back to sleep and all these ideas & conversations going through my head scenarios probably worthless I like to make things visual draw little charts in reality it’s like this . . . I think it comes down to people not even wanting to…… Continue reading pure reasoning powers

be nice to my notes

“The Zen way of calligraphy is to write in the most straightforward, simple way as if you were a beginner, not trying to make something skillful or beautiful, but simply writing with full attention as if you were discovering what you were writing for the first time; then your full nature will be in your…… Continue reading be nice to my notes

this year, in ice – brought to you by… a sheet of ice

here comes my cat. he’s going to help me write this. today’s subject: ice. not to write a scientific paper, but to point you in the direction in case it has gone unnoticed or has been underappreciated. then I’m going to eat some bread and go to sleep. every work day I pass over the…… Continue reading this year, in ice – brought to you by… a sheet of ice

notes from work

it kills me to be here so much stress and stupidity that’s all I can say good bye for now

morning notes

I want too many things to get to everything I’ve ever wanted early morning incoherence I hate it when I dream about work I’m there enough damn you win some and lose some they say it’s the truth reading about Radiohead, writing stomach empty a lot dreamt I was being spied on by helicopters outside…… Continue reading morning notes

Untitled

don’t want to cause any nightmares. don’t want to feel like hell in the morning. don’t want to have a heart attack and fall on the ground unconscious. the pain is so great, an amber. mailbox is empty. notes. you get all sorts of ideas into your head, things you need vs. things you want.…… Continue reading Untitled

night notes

writing is picking back up on the train. it was the first time this week I actually felt good about it. as usual, I was having a horrible time at work, and I thought, “well, at least the writing is picking back up again.” going to bed any min. I need more rest. my processor…… Continue reading night notes

notes

tired and nothing to write they are so absolutely miserable and I’m in the middle of it we’ll see what happens it can’t last exhausted each and every day because of stupidity coming at me from every direction disorganization nice cold cup of ice water friends warm in my thoughts and music playing as I…… Continue reading notes