Mice Deserve To Be Heard, Too

I’m falling asleep on a couch remembering and writing feeling good about myself seeing many angles to get to a deeper truth to wait to see to calm the fuck down and motherfuckers don’t listen still are self serving I remember my eyes burning out. I think it happened on a computer monitor in a …

At The Movies

an end to my vacation tomorrow work begins that thing I been talking on — Vipassana, ten day radio silence heightened awareness altered states sitting in the dark no drugs or TV or slasher flix in system… just You (if you can handle that) some wish me luck, others like: “Go fuck yourself” which at …

Meditation and Other Notes

What is the difference between writing, blogging, and microblogging? Possible answers: Writing… is… the act of writing… simple enough. You do it, ya know? You put pen to paper the traditional way all the self indulgent little thoughts you obsess over, later maybe reading it back to yourself or sharing it with someone else. Blogging, …

Trillions of Years

we don’t say muchwe don’t say much out loud instead fill the air with so much cryptic blabberwe don’t want to expose ourselves or who we consider ourselves to be as if somehow our own suffering is so incredibly uniqueand thus we furtherbecome isolated and bent out of shape…it is not always wrong to do …

Running For Something

I just realized I have 1,200+ entries on here, here on LiveJournal!and don’tcall metrendy, okay?just don’tyou know, ‘cuzI’m on a "service"an Internet service…what do youWANT me to be on, a horse?the connection is Not as Goodthis iswhat you get…and well, I dohave my forumskinda in the same waymy mom goes…I gotta watch my showsI can’t …