emerge

hello. transformation of hello. wash your hair in the shower. I’m doped up on doctor’s prescriptions so that I’ll sneeze less, and junk like that. the heart exam was painful once we got to the part where they had to put a syringe in my arm and they had to inject dyes, and they moved…… Continue reading emerge

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late/early

dear. bed at 7pm, wake 3am. life that way. unearth my chest life lift burdens won’t panhandle for conversations time is golden I have to balance clients who want color correction and files printed, feeling ill, school work and studying, home life, emotions. a busier life than yours, maybe. less busy than others. am I…… Continue reading late/early

firing off notes

doctor sees it that my allergies are tremendous, buckets large prescriptions which my insurance shabbily covers. drowsily sitting here, I can’t complain about the congestion which has much loosened, though antibiotics splotch my skin. doc will receive a forthright message. tomorrow’s time, working, studying, going in for a chest x-ray. what is the deal with…… Continue reading firing off notes

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notes permitting you to walk away with the fridge open and leave the water running

lunch words. macaroni and soy cheese. thanks. what else? news like – California runnings, politics, back stabbings. want some of that? turn it on, plug in. scandals entertain, so… might as well get entertainers in the ring, they’ll do a better job. politicians are good for promises, fucking things up, and creating scandals. I don’t…… Continue reading notes permitting you to walk away with the fridge open and leave the water running

a recap

I’ve been reading through old journal entries. check out Sept. 14, 2001. I’m tripping out! we went out to eat tonight, and thanks to my wife I feel really silly and all the rest of the day and the news and all that is pushed off. tons of silly phrases come to mind that I…… Continue reading a recap

afternoon

depression comes easy for me. let me know if you’re looking to hire on a depressed guy. I can do wonders. I don’t know what the hell it is. what mood swings! fall, winter, mondays, bosses, responsibilities weighing heavy. I’m also giving thought that maybe the poetry readings aren’t for me. maybe once or twice…… Continue reading afternoon

lonely days

finally got around to seeing save the last dance and I have nothing bad to say. nice and simple. my weekend is spent trying to read an academic art book. I drew some odd sketches that aren’t worth taking bullets for. turn in. turn in early. don’t bet on turning in early. no matter how…… Continue reading lonely days

announcing

my Wacom tablet has arrived. not surprisingly, I have new art work up here.

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asthma season?

a new asthma session for the first time in a long time. what it means is the time is forced on me – I can read, write, whatever, but I must be awake. as I dream, suddenly I become aware of the fact that my lungs are wheezing. this reality enters the plot of the…… Continue reading asthma season?