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sitting in the grass

jon spent friendless years without any sun friendless because he was hated for it the sky would cloud up every time he stepped outside the door he could only appreciate it from the window what could he say? this developed into a reputation to deal with the guilt one day he went out and sat…… Continue reading sitting in the grass

Thursday night notes

I don’t know what this is the nature of my depression but it comes often and I just have to deal with it by staying alive and preparing myself for another day getting up in the morning getting something to eat sitting quiet praying writing and reading thinking of loved ones of my friends how…… Continue reading Thursday night notes

what’s on right this second

I will pretend to channel a channel like channel 3 full of static or the channel guide and preview and forecast what’s ahead for you the channel will appear in colors such as green silver maybe orange and report some local news like the current high school dance mrs. johnson by the way down the…… Continue reading what’s on right this second

reminder: this is December

carnival music tonight, perfect for going to sleep to, reading the newspaper to, for waking up in the morning and sipping orange juice to. my cat was sick today; threw up by the front door and my wife woke me up for it – it was not exactly a discovery of carnival music. she says…… Continue reading reminder: this is December

Untitled

midnight my mind I try to flow off different associations it’s a sunday mind my wife and I . . . which rhymes we enjoy a temporarily expanded cable line up and today once I crawled out of sleep listening to the radio I turned it on I watched most of ‘beautiful girls’ which was…… Continue reading Untitled

Damn Johns

Vacation ends. Here I am looking off the cliff, reading what I can from my books before sleep shadows over and it is Monday morning. My cat is the most serene person in the room. His eyes are closed, making little grunting noises. What it means for me to write as a valid person in…… Continue reading Damn Johns

suffocation

public domain, notes, midnight attempts at breathing simply all fail horizontally so vertically the chair offers something more, at least for the moment. classical music plays. I am wheezing next to the window without medication, bothering myself. my cat also has not fallen asleep. notes on work: the guys, the managers there are incredibly sports…… Continue reading suffocation

looking down

Russian music is playing on NPR. since I’m back to reading Dostoevsky these days, I’m psyched about this. however, the helicopters are a hateful distraction. in my childhood I went for a little ride in one with the local weather man, looking down at the flat firehouse grounds 50 feet below. things are different now.…… Continue reading looking down

adding pictures

baby sitting halloween

cracked window

it is a worry of mine that I’ll drop out of sight, forgotten in only a few days or weeks, and won’t be able to come back and put a single idea together. this would be the case if I weren’t elsewhere writing and sewing the fabric, but I’ve been busy, gladly. you should see…… Continue reading cracked window