talking. cut in wrist. shallow. fever this time the sting of the cut door squeaks on my back as my friends come in oh what hell a week can be I tell them work is for chumps they say rejoice for tomorrow is Friday hey mr. poet man extraordinaire etc etc. oh don’t call me…… Continue reading Untitled
Digital Writ
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thinking with a blank mind what I want to write and still blank. this week and last have been total hell at work and it’s very upsetting, very draining. I try not to let it get the best of me. only time will tell I guess. it’s to the point where it’s almost making me…… Continue reading Untitled
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weekend writing is practically nill, unless I’m working on a specific project. was telling her how I resent having to work so hard just to have some space for creativity, to the point where I don’t have enough energy left for the creativity itself. this evening I’ll go back to the poetry reading if I…… Continue reading Untitled
medicine
we both hate giving the cat his eye drops. and we have the war wounds to prove it. time to go to bed now. I have a cat claw stab in my leg.
veg edge
it is said bad habits die hard. or does RZA say “I’m vegetarian, bitch. I don’t eat the beef”? or “I’m vegetarian, bitch. I don’t need the beef”? folks die hard limbs sore he told me how gross it was how it sounded when cars hit bodies my friend drove over a wall lost his…… Continue reading veg edge
sharp on it amphitheater
continuous chest pains. my friend returned for a bit and it was good hanging out with him at work. it made the time go so much faster. time to write now though. not trying to make another dollar or boringly say that I am. always Metro left wing to and fro. it is much more…… Continue reading sharp on it amphitheater
wu tang is for the children
humid Friday night, September timing. it’s been a rough week. hopefully I’ll have a good weekend and get some writing in, and reading as well.
night notes
writing is picking back up on the train. it was the first time this week I actually felt good about it. as usual, I was having a horrible time at work, and I thought, “well, at least the writing is picking back up again.” going to bed any min. I need more rest. my processor…… Continue reading night notes
notes
tired and nothing to write they are so absolutely miserable and I’m in the middle of it we’ll see what happens it can’t last exhausted each and every day because of stupidity coming at me from every direction disorganization nice cold cup of ice water friends warm in my thoughts and music playing as I…… Continue reading notes
psycho headache
pain behind both my eyes, yet I feel pretty alive and on top of things. I think I’m feeling ill from such an intense work load today, I don’t know. but it’s that time of year. scratching mosquito bites. I want so desperately for some friends to be around, to talk and read with. I’m…… Continue reading psycho headache