why is it that
I can talk and talk
on various philosophical
concepts late
into the night
but when it
comes down to
writing even small
one page essays
I freeze up?
it is grueling work
my body
starting to
break down
will definitely
feel it
all through the
day tomorrow
and throughout
class in the evening
July will be
a month of
philosophy
whether I fucking like it or not
I’ve put myself
in that position
to be a man of ideas
in almost an official way
I should be glad
but tonight
the pressure is on