Tag: notes

thursday night driving by the poetry spot and it is closed this said once again is the great depression of winter no one wants to be out no store wants to wait up late instead I bought orange juice said goodbye to our old housemate who is moving out read a bit went to bed…… Continue reading various notes

everyone is in such a mood today. they’ve had bad weekend experiences, I don’t know. they’re carrying it around all day with them, trying to bring others down. funerals are hard. welcome back bosses. my time has been good. body strained from heavy lifting, but nothing serious like dysfunctional lungs, dysfunctional environments. typing this against…… Continue reading notes

as a writer, in your writing space, you need the freedom to write anything. anything you like. these are notes I’m writing myself, to kind of get started. to shake the dust off. dust from days settle on the brain, you look up all of a sudden and find you “cannot write.” return to -…… Continue reading notes

things are real chilled out and lonely around here. I didn’t expect the loneliness really. I thought I had a handle on it back in DC, but it has a different vibe here. isolated. I push myself as hard as I can to keep myself busy. to get along with everyone, avoid petty arguments, do…… Continue reading notes

afternoon notes. being completely silly downstairs with my wife and cat. Casey is cooking, Rudra is trying to relax in sun in the side room but I won’t really let him. I’ve been doing things like scream at him from behind when he doesn’t realize I’m there. that kind of stuff. he jumped straight into…… Continue reading Untitled

I am better with the small time than the big time the weekend time of course I prefer this but I do not use it all to the best of my advantage it is usually Monday morning when I feel I could use just that one extra day and I would be more settled in…… Continue reading Sunday notes

tired laying back in bed to write this – not the best thing. hoping for the best of all of it, that writing will flow naturally like a day where talk might come out of my mouth eloquently, where it makes sense, where talking out loud is like praying and just to get everything off…… Continue reading Friday night notes

reality follows me to my sleep in the evening, when I get in and crash. no matter. seems I have no control over it. watching movies. “then, I will replace you with a double!” a commentary of a horror film. soon the night ritual of turning on NPR and lying back down “tell me how…… Continue reading onslaught of the new

thunder and lightning this evening, writing with no one in the house, just the sound of the air conditioner, depression, hoping no one will write or call to tell me to stop being depressed because it only makes it worse. when I comment that depression in the air, it is more like an observation and…… Continue reading Thursday evening notes

perhaps at a later time I will sit down here and write to everyone what my daily routine is like if I am moved to but for now I will return carrier and see what happens it’s the middle of the night and I have work in the morning lately I’ve been inspired to read…… Continue reading no vertical challenges for me