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. . . all the gears spitting us out each day time cards stupid smoke breaks racist radio shows top 40 trivia, back stabbing nastiness, hypocrisy . . . It is cold enough out to be snowing, probably cold enough in here, too. We’re all bundled up on this Thanksgiving day which I don’t want…… Continue reading settling into my vacation

I don’t want to ignore this, whatever it is that I may need to get better. I’m not well. to hell with the flu – I’ve got something worse. it’s scaring the shit out of me. I really think I’ve got good potential for losing it. anger is getting the best of me. it’s almost…… Continue reading sick season

it is beautiful out there, looking out the window. I’m grateful for the indoors, though; I need some warmth and something to eat. then I can read, and maybe write something. waking up early, I never feel all that on top of the world, with my congested chest, my disoriented stumble across the wooden floors,…… Continue reading morning notes

This is taken from NYTIMES.com: You Are A Suspect. It is starting.

more tea late at night I tossed and turned in bed early until it became late I started coughing then got up and boiled some water if I give myself something to do for a little bit maybe I’ll get tired and the sleep will come naturally anger acts as a magnifying glass killing ants…… Continue reading the plan is to outperform everyone there and be fired for that shit.

it’s a strange night lying back on the bed like this trying to read while my wife is sleeping, and the cats are sleeping, and the whole world, for that matter, is sleeping and leaving me to myself, alone. left alone, sad ideas, strong ideas, take birth revolutionizing my self-center, thanks alone to this book…… Continue reading I say it is winter right now and you say the other thing. sure, 70 degrees now, wait a few minutes.

From American Heritage Dictionary: The obscenity fuck is a very old word and has been considered shocking from the first, though it is seen in print much more often now than in the past. Its first known occurrence, in code because of its unacceptability, is in a poem composed in a mixture of Latin and…… Continue reading word history

drinking a lot of water. feeling a lot of exhaustion. cracking a lot of jokes and going straight to bed with my cats.

for two days now I’ve been waking up around 5am. it gives me so much time to do all the stuff I want to do – write, read, listen to music, news, etc. – and it’s nice to be awake like this several hours before work. getting to see the sun rise is an additional…… Continue reading early morning notes