fatigue is a big factor in sitting behind a desk all day. probably I should have left the building for lunch, just to get out anywhere, but it is cold and I’m feeling lazy. I’m imagining another good night of rest, like what I had last night – and what it will be like to…… Continue reading dreams mentioned at lunch
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tell them you are HIV-negative
it is true, it is hard to get out of the house in a small town. and it is hard to go about without seeing someone you already know. there are advantages and disadvantages. this world is this world. I think we are all caught up. I mean to say, times are not so innocent…… Continue reading tell them you are HIV-negative
notes
as a writer, in your writing space, you need the freedom to write anything. anything you like. these are notes I’m writing myself, to kind of get started. to shake the dust off. dust from days settle on the brain, you look up all of a sudden and find you “cannot write.” return to -…… Continue reading notes
a moment
the downfall for me is that in this small apartment the air becomes impure so fast – my lungs buckle in a snap and hours upon hours are lost to being doubled over gasping for air that does not so quickly come any more. stubborn air. instead a sting at the core and reading is…… Continue reading a moment
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bones act like leaves blown
blood pressure
a couple days pass and I don’t write much during a visit from a friend and I am playing host, playing DVDs, cracking jokes, eating veg. thanksgiving food. my monitor is blotched up but I don’t get up from my chair to clear it. so here I am in early morning hours yawning, typing this,…… Continue reading blood pressure
draft from the window black panes
good morning again your hand into the bottom of this carved out pumpkin the day before thanksgiving and travels about, rising, falling, wind pipes, television shows, laughter, disappointment, expecting to drink water from a glass with no bottom. she receives a snake bite and dies on the dirt grown, face swollen, quiet last words. poison…… Continue reading draft from the window black panes
make prayers payable to the entire chest
due to the circumstances I’m afraid to say I make a poor student if I choose to put off all the blame on the circumstances, but the other thing in the way becomes my overall lack of desire as we make our way deeper into the course. I simply loose interest and everything is downhill…… Continue reading make prayers payable to the entire chest
weekend events
a headache has developed lonely saturdaynight/morning/sunday. realized earlier that last night I actually over did it on the medicine, took 8 tablespoons in one shot instead of 2. it did in fact clear my chest right up, but also sent me to the moon. I’m still recovering from it. and a cough is starting to…… Continue reading weekend events
“drunk,” “high”
I’m on the most insane “trip” right now. since I left, I hit up CVS for some extra strength cold medicine. the pharmacist recommend I down it and drink some tea afterwards. “it’ll open you right up.” well, it worked with flying colors. but I am also groggiest bastard on the planet right now, can’t…… Continue reading “drunk,” “high”
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