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baths of america banks too racing stripe down the side of a bank get inside a building and race it down the street and when you’re done leave the windows down trust your heart and hope that it will rain cross your fingers at the junkyard

She tells me to keep putting it down like I’ve been doing today is just speeding by somewhere else… we’re experiencing a drought in the place time stands still stands on its head does headspins time is not playing around She knows this is under my skin and hears my prayers… my journal is the…… Continue reading Untitled

breakfast note note that I am up early that I name my journal to myself what it is to be soil that I have a fruitful session and we are under covers crack the books me and her the journal is a she… listen to a lot of music together and there is always a…… Continue reading Untitled

quiet quite honest honestly not as honest as I should be in quiet I hide and rest waiting for the words to come or I’m biting my tongue

as a smaller infant I was held close then was held over top a live hand gren ADE it’s the way they did it back then— family to family can I tell you something? you know, person to person? the worst pain is spiraling twisted in the brain nevermind that grenade weren’t were-you-not using a…… Continue reading Untitled

let’s practiceahimsatogetherclimb up into that skyvia the scraperalongSmithand jump offinto Morrison’s wheat cropsto discoverBarbeliththered storm spotof Jupiter’shimsared angry smooththe charming calm ofthe dharma eyeof reallyknowing seeing whatyou have to see

I have nothing to do with Walt Whitman I have everything to do with grass blades of visualized logic I sometimes get emotional I’m not going anywhere but up

getting your arm sawed off while the wild fire takes over and destroys the river microwave popcorn and the ominous Wu-tang sound answerer of phones tends the matter at hand buy or make yourself build a kite and sail away today

asking myself… realizing in writing the notes out all the questions I have for myself and others almost obsessive like what really constitutes a full day or night and if just sitting quietly somewhere talking to no one at all is also an okay way to spent some time

meditations I’m meditating a lot these days not just sitting down staring at the wall but meditating on the Krishna thing how fucking warped a philosophy it is a religious dogma and going to various sites you see how the various leaders have fallen were not able to follow through with inhuman vows how they…… Continue reading Untitled