as a smaller infant
I was
held close
then was held
over top a
live
hand
gren
ADE
it’s the
way they
did
it back then—
family
to family
can
I tell you
something?
you know, person to person?
the worst pain
is spiraling
twisted in
the brain
nevermind
that
grenade
weren’t
were-you-not
using a
metaphor
to begin with?
no, that was
the real deal
my head got blown off
they had to
sew
it back
on