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pain behind both my eyes, yet I feel pretty alive and on top of things. I think I’m feeling ill from such an intense work load today, I don’t know. but it’s that time of year. scratching mosquito bites. I want so desperately for some friends to be around, to talk and read with. I’m…… Continue reading psycho headache

hostility in the room and I’m just sitting back and laughing, and updating. hey, how’s it going? happy radhastami. no email presents. thinking about going home, reading/chanting, and thinking about more stuff for the next poetry reading. nothing much to write about well much on my mind but not worth… some things are just really…… Continue reading radhastami

had of concept of me kindness mistaken for weakness kindness as strength mistaken for something else oh I can be something else if you want something else how could such things happen they happen recorded into memory and faded memory some things return cannot be forgotten torture us like an old man cannot be young…… Continue reading kindness mistaken

I was down watching the planes take off over the water. all I could think of was what would happen if one exploded right in mid air like in Final Destination. today I had another dream that the space shuttle exploded and was raining down killing people. dreamt that sleep itself was a conspiracy against…… Continue reading explosions

I’m okay because I ascertain God’s presence in my heart. How else could I live and breathe or die? -from Given Time

fw is for free write. random thoughts, everything. an exercise in writing, not in futility. waking up late like this (needed the rest), this is how I’m going to start my day. I’m in a city of the future. I saw Back to the Future (part of it) last night. I’ve always liked it. chanted…… Continue reading fw

the way it works and has always worked for me is that I become surprised by what I write. I can feel completely worthless and then something will come out of the pen that I completely love and gives me that clarity I need to go on. released from hell. floating above the surface. safe.…… Continue reading thoughts

humid September holiday weekend. this is the best time of the year I’ve decided. when you think about it all the best things happen around now. all new things: movies, albums, TV shows, school starting back up, October and Halloween just a month away. today and tomorrow should be a celebration of that. I’ll celebrate…… Continue reading Untitled