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if you dream you’re sitting at a desk facing the screen and a long lost friend enters to sit down to face another screen, make repairs, and ignores your greetings, is that so bad? the dark is falling over us. sound of crickets, the cooler air, all components of my favorite time of year. don’t…… Continue reading open the window

“I’m an escapist.” as in, yeah, I wanna escape this. you’re lost either here or there, and I know what here is. you have the sidewalk, and stores, coffee shops, footsteps, soon a cold wind, and rain. this place desolate on a Saturday, and “mindless dance music.” this guy resigned, moving up and out. secure…… Continue reading escapist muses

saturday work schedule. finished everything. sitting here just waiting to see if something else is coming in. otherwise, I’m free to go. we spend much of our time waiting. waiting on people, waiting on the processor, waiting on the printer, the plotter, the scanner, the oven. waiting for fingers to type and get it right.…… Continue reading just wait

backache from hell feeling ignored c. the usual is so terribly painful because it knows it and doesn’t care it’s that solid opposite of everything you want everything to make your life easier denied domestic decay

it’s about to rain teeth remain in mouth don’t fall out like in dreams when blood is in the sink and urination red stream like summation of your yuppie coma birds now spazing out they know the storm is coming I’m almost hit by a car I fall asleep on the sidewalk the sky is…… Continue reading I’ll be okay

a woman called, asked me questions to verify my identity, and proceeded to tell me, “I’m sorry but you’re not going to have a very good day. you’re mother passed away…after which she murdered a man…” devastated. but found out this wasn’t so, that she was very much alive. when I got to her, however,…… Continue reading nightmare around 4 in the morning

wanting to write in my notebook but not. here. and bed soon. rest, replenish. the goal is to get rid of this headache to write and read and figure out a few things. spend the good time alone away from everyone that time I need with myself that sparse, valuable time. eyes so incredibly sore.…… Continue reading bedtime

I get in what I can little pieces nervousness they don’t tolerate writing anything personal an environment of pure stress I could feel the pains shoot through my back this morning and I want to somehow comfort the others but don’t know . . . all I have is words hang in there we’ll be…… Continue reading from the center of the storm

I’ll be moving the site over to http://redrival.com/bgk pretty soon. you can go through the reroute (bgkarma.cjb.net), but in case that doesn’t work, you’re gonna want to go through redrival. canada keepin it real!!!!!!!!!!!!