a return

my cat says hello. would you wave back. I should only hope so. we have both been on sabatical. our zone away from the world of internet text, but alive nevertheless, and writing still, but like I said, away, the hell far away and not looking back. blame the redskins. um, blame the folks digging…… Continue reading a return

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a return

my cat says hello. would you wave back. I should only hope so. we have both been on sabatical. our zone away from the world of internet text, but alive nevertheless, and writing still, but like I said, away, the hell far away and not looking back. blame the redskins. um, blame the folks digging…… Continue reading a return

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looking over at me. don’t look to me. I’m trying, I’m trying to not exist before you.

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so it is morning again. pressure. to walk out of here. through the rain, sky dimmer than ever. you’ll learn to live through it, like other winters. get a lot of reading in, Baldwin, Merton, SDG, … wondering if I am coffeehouse material. if coffeehouse material is the kind of material I am looking for.…… Continue reading Untitled

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testing out this new live journal application out on my new iBook. yes, it’s official, I’ve gone over to the Mac side. more news, more writing, everything, later.

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non-chicken soup. no interruptions. downhill skating wears down the tip of my shoe. bare toe scrapes the ground. hungry. angry work memories. they’ll probably wind up offing me if I keep speaking up for myself. the bastards. some say, get me drunk and I’ll speak truthfully. along with a lot of nonsense. I can do…… Continue reading non

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the sky is blue and purple and smothered green. pain shoots through the nerves. the agonizing sound of their voices. patience just wears through till it pours. eyes water. check yourself into one of those places where they file you away. one meal a day. eyes water more. to a puddle. chew slowly. pray. who…… Continue reading Untitled

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Halloween notes

Hitchcock bio playing 5 or 6 groups of kids came to the door I walked myself through the neighborhood checking out the decked out houses pumpkins candles skeletons ghosts cob webs orange lights the creative works of a master of suspense I’m glad to be away from work they’ll ask when I’m back how was…… Continue reading Halloween notes

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darker much earlier TV playing waiting for the kids to come just went to Blair Witch 2 trying to be in the spirit and I am to an extent other stuff going on that just has me depressed as hell cut off from everything

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spending a lot of time breaking things trying to fix them again and mouth foaming with fury is this really what I want to do it doesn’t matter it’s how I’m pulled I don’t have a say in it the day goes as mundane as it pleases and the things that come out of my…… Continue reading Untitled