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good evening. I’ve been out for a while, working on my thoughts, wondering through the ghetto health food store for something small to eat for a small allotment of time. I’ve been on the train, wordless, curious, and annoyed. off doing other things, upset about other things, worrying, because worrying is in my blood. a…… Continue reading a mention of American Beauty

turns out, this is not a review after all, but some writing was evoked afterwards. why not put that down? after this movie, this mystical other world, I can only think of how petty this one is, the one I’m living. caught they are, no flow. petty people concern themselves in creating problems as if…… Continue reading Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon

you put your own holes in that shot up personality of yours, and there’s no way in hell I’m going to say anything about it, at least for now. my theory is, leave me the hell alone, leave things nice and quiet, what appears boring really isn’t boring, but at peace. peace, however, sometimes isn’t…… Continue reading scatter brain

kick back and feel the feeling go out of your leg check out my friends list, btw spent some good time on new apps yawning long 3 hour nap rebellion against this horrible horrible week that dehabilitated my reading of go tell it on the mountain and lose focus on train writings yet I made…… Continue reading saturday night notetime

today the end of the day report on today I’m still alive I’ll say that this evening D. came over with a friend and we went out and walked for what seemed miles and miles into the heart of downtown Alexandria where it is quaint gawking at the houses the pier was closed and couples…… Continue reading repeat after Will Shatner

check this joint out!!! I think it’s going to blow up real fast. what are you doing right now? reading this? I feel sorry for you. well, just kidding. welcome back. today I was sitting in the cafe at the bar drinking down the water until it was all gone and only the ice cubes…… Continue reading should I call in sick tomorrow?

I’m looking at the serene, almost drugged, face of my cat. so still. there was one conversation today: please do the dishes. there was a walk. went up and caught the train to Ballston. turning down the idea of a movie, I proceeded on to the library where I sat in the second floor bay…… Continue reading Arlington is awesome

attention: absolutely nothing is going on. could be outside in the freezing cold doing something. I am inside dry, dried out, waiting, waiting on files to process, waiting for the clock to strike lunch, waiting to get back out into the cold and be . . . myself. where I don’t have to talk to…… Continue reading in the meantime

why fear anything? I’m just going to write a few sentences through this dull time and cold temperature. you will see this as you see TV. lists of commercials, lists of fears. list of lacking faith. Lord, why should I be afraid? shouldn’t I just accept whatever comes? this is who I am and if…… Continue reading day after Christmas