911

I don’t know why I’ve let myself get stuck in front of the television for so long, but I have, and I’ve just now managed to turn it off. my own problems seemed important to me until one plane crash turned to two, so that it turned deliberate. then the collapse of both buildings. next…… Continue reading 911

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onslaught of the new

reality follows me to my sleep in the evening, when I get in and crash. no matter. seems I have no control over it. watching movies. “then, I will replace you with a double!” a commentary of a horror film. soon the night ritual of turning on NPR and lying back down “tell me how…… Continue reading onslaught of the new

Thursday evening notes

thunder and lightning this evening, writing with no one in the house, just the sound of the air conditioner, depression, hoping no one will write or call to tell me to stop being depressed because it only makes it worse. when I comment that depression in the air, it is more like an observation and…… Continue reading Thursday evening notes

sunday afternoon

one of my favorite restaurants was closed for health violations so much for those plans our 3rd anniversary we were going there but bugs in the food that’s no good wasn’t even aware . . . starving I will go and make some mac and cheese to stop the growling

life rhythms

nothing expected this means it is just the first thing that comes to mind I expect nothing from anyone else when I am here only that there is quiet very little needed to write except a hand to plot the words it is no longer ink but digital got up from a long nap the…… Continue reading life rhythms

pure reasoning powers

my head is so clear at least it seems can’t get back to sleep and all these ideas & conversations going through my head scenarios probably worthless I like to make things visual draw little charts in reality it’s like this . . . I think it comes down to people not even wanting to…… Continue reading pure reasoning powers