I don’t know why I’ve let myself get stuck in front of the television for so long, but I have, and I’ve just now managed to turn it off. my own problems seemed important to me until one plane crash turned to two, so that it turned deliberate. then the collapse of both buildings. next…… Continue reading 911
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onslaught of the new
reality follows me to my sleep in the evening, when I get in and crash. no matter. seems I have no control over it. watching movies. “then, I will replace you with a double!” a commentary of a horror film. soon the night ritual of turning on NPR and lying back down “tell me how…… Continue reading onslaught of the new
Thursday evening notes
thunder and lightning this evening, writing with no one in the house, just the sound of the air conditioner, depression, hoping no one will write or call to tell me to stop being depressed because it only makes it worse. when I comment that depression in the air, it is more like an observation and…… Continue reading Thursday evening notes
nocturnal notes on: “Knowing You Has Been A Kick To My Stomach”
yes the book is done and what a reward looking at it laying back in bed it has been an honest and torn up endeavor didn’t try to make it pretty it came along with me thrashed up in my bag thrashed up with me my worn eyes cracked finger paranoid self it is something…… Continue reading nocturnal notes on: “Knowing You Has Been A Kick To My Stomach”
power, no power, some power, none, revisiting power
this new booklet I’m writing “knowing you has been a kick to my stomach,” will be done in a couple days. anyone interested in a copy please let me know, because it is a limited offer. power has been off and on tonight making us appreciate the boon of electricity and air conditioning in this…… Continue reading power, no power, some power, none, revisiting power
sunday afternoon
one of my favorite restaurants was closed for health violations so much for those plans our 3rd anniversary we were going there but bugs in the food that’s no good wasn’t even aware . . . starving I will go and make some mac and cheese to stop the growling
no vertical challenges for me
perhaps at a later time I will sit down here and write to everyone what my daily routine is like if I am moved to but for now I will return carrier and see what happens it’s the middle of the night and I have work in the morning lately I’ve been inspired to read…… Continue reading no vertical challenges for me
life rhythms
nothing expected this means it is just the first thing that comes to mind I expect nothing from anyone else when I am here only that there is quiet very little needed to write except a hand to plot the words it is no longer ink but digital got up from a long nap the…… Continue reading life rhythms
pure reasoning powers
my head is so clear at least it seems can’t get back to sleep and all these ideas & conversations going through my head scenarios probably worthless I like to make things visual draw little charts in reality it’s like this . . . I think it comes down to people not even wanting to…… Continue reading pure reasoning powers
make the best of every generation
coltrane and this breeze, perfect breeze. attempting. words are stolen from the mouth stolen from the pen john coltrane and the piano radiohead and idioteque walking down the street home from work he sees I let it get to me crash in the doorway, the bastards something new and horrible every day to the world…… Continue reading make the best of every generation