Hibiscus tea for the kid with the cough housed up with a December cold he broke out came staggering back to the door sneezes in hand let go change falling suicide notes grocery receipts insecurities the keys out the keys for the door shit he felt important once in his life that was written on…… Continue reading anxious as hell
Digital Writ
html and so forth
My new MAIN SITE is up, finally, after having taken down the one at .Mac. It’s kinda rough, but will do for the time being. All comments are welcome. Stay warm!
Rudra
Rudra Originally uploaded by bgk. Most recent pic of Rudra.
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I apologize for earlier. I’ve been sick, as I told you, and it made me irritable, perhaps irrational. Probably it would be best for me to take some time away, as that will also give you some space. I’m aware of your stresses—to an extent—and don’t want to add to them. Passed notes briefly with…… Continue reading note
Fix the sink
These are the strange hours, in the middle of the night like this. It’s like I’m holding my breath, hoping I’ll pass out, and when I wake up, I’ll find I’ve been transported. Some hope they’ll die in their sleep like that. Maybe I do, too. If I pass out and wake up in mid-January,…… Continue reading Fix the sink
wow, I think I flunked this test. haha
DisorderRatingParanoid:HighSchizoid:ModerateSchizotypal:Very HighAntisocial:ModerateBorderline:Very HighHistrionic:Very HighNarcissistic:HighAvoidant:ModerateDependent:HighObsessive-Compulsive:Moderate– Personality Disorder Test – Take It! –Paranoid Paranoid personality disorder is characterized by a distrust of others and a constant suspicion that people around you have sinister motives. People with this disorder tend to have excessive trust in their own knowledge and abilities and usually avoid close relationships with others. They…… Continue reading wow, I think I flunked this test. haha
stories strewn about
when a young man reaches again speechlessness he can reach back to the artform of broken down car parts of verse and get his hands dirty a crossing of the street vulnerable nakedly he stares at the ground where he places sad steps when people say “you’re in a rut again” does that include sleeping…… Continue reading stories strewn about
Untitled
ki, would be nice to hear from you one of these days. anyway, here’s some bill info: I don’t know why this shit has not come in, so I’ve decided to call around to the companies and get the balance directly. I suppose you have Providian under control, if not the most recent statement says…… Continue reading Untitled
Best in the ‘verse
Essay. Essay for teacher and to be paraphrased in class. The paragraphs alter slowly like the phases of the sun during the day. I have stared so long at my slow moving prose, blindness starts creeping in. Sitting at home, the pangs of loneliness jump out of the drawers and cannot be scared away by…… Continue reading Best in the ‘verse
Sanity as Currency (fiction)
She seemed happy, more than I would be after having stabbed a motherfucker. It was contagious. Through all of it we were happy and enjoying each other’s company. Unbelievable. So, how it goes is, when I opened the door of my apartment, my cat ran in covered in this man’s blood. The police interviewed a…… Continue reading Sanity as Currency (fiction)