hostility in the room and I’m just sitting back and laughing, and updating. hey, how’s it going? happy radhastami. no email presents. thinking about going home, reading/chanting, and thinking about more stuff for the next poetry reading. nothing much to write about well much on my mind but not worth… some things are just really…… Continue reading radhastami
Digital Writ
kindness mistaken
had of concept of me kindness mistaken for weakness kindness as strength mistaken for something else oh I can be something else if you want something else how could such things happen they happen recorded into memory and faded memory some things return cannot be forgotten torture us like an old man cannot be young…… Continue reading kindness mistaken
explosions
I was down watching the planes take off over the water. all I could think of was what would happen if one exploded right in mid air like in Final Destination. today I had another dream that the space shuttle exploded and was raining down killing people. dreamt that sleep itself was a conspiracy against…… Continue reading explosions
SDG
I’m okay because I ascertain God’s presence in my heart. How else could I live and breathe or die? -from Given Time
fw
fw is for free write. random thoughts, everything. an exercise in writing, not in futility. waking up late like this (needed the rest), this is how I’m going to start my day. I’m in a city of the future. I saw Back to the Future (part of it) last night. I’ve always liked it. chanted…… Continue reading fw
thoughts
the way it works and has always worked for me is that I become surprised by what I write. I can feel completely worthless and then something will come out of the pen that I completely love and gives me that clarity I need to go on. released from hell. floating above the surface. safe.…… Continue reading thoughts
notes (getting back from the poetry reading)
I thought of, and wrote, all this “brilliant” and inspiring stuff on the train. or at least it was an idea to give me that drive. my theme is be nice. be human. don’t let the wrecked world wreck you. I was in a bad mood and quite tired, but opened up my writing and…… Continue reading notes (getting back from the poetry reading)
Untitled
humid September holiday weekend. this is the best time of the year I’ve decided. when you think about it all the best things happen around now. all new things: movies, albums, TV shows, school starting back up, October and Halloween just a month away. today and tomorrow should be a celebration of that. I’ll celebrate…… Continue reading Untitled
Dostoevsky play!!!! (ad)
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from here on
this is probably the easiest way for me to post, which is why I’ve now made it officially a part of my page (http://bgkarma.cjb.net). hope everyone likes it. because what it means is that you’ll be seeing a lot more of me. tonight, quiet, ready to go to bed, not much else. feeling blah, out…… Continue reading from here on