Thursday evening notes

thunder and lightning this evening, writing with no one in the house, just the sound of the air conditioner, depression, hoping no one will write or call to tell me to stop being depressed because it only makes it worse. when I comment that depression in the air, it is more like an observation and…… Continue reading Thursday evening notes

sunday afternoon

one of my favorite restaurants was closed for health violations so much for those plans our 3rd anniversary we were going there but bugs in the food that’s no good wasn’t even aware . . . starving I will go and make some mac and cheese to stop the growling

life rhythms

nothing expected this means it is just the first thing that comes to mind I expect nothing from anyone else when I am here only that there is quiet very little needed to write except a hand to plot the words it is no longer ink but digital got up from a long nap the…… Continue reading life rhythms

pure reasoning powers

my head is so clear at least it seems can’t get back to sleep and all these ideas & conversations going through my head scenarios probably worthless I like to make things visual draw little charts in reality it’s like this . . . I think it comes down to people not even wanting to…… Continue reading pure reasoning powers

atrophies

the breeze coming in the window next to me, I keep writing and erasing, over and over. was in the habit of writing a word, a sentence, erasing it – nothing to record, just the process. I almost broke my knuckle. past worrying if it would heal right, I’m taking it easy bending it just…… Continue reading atrophies

small universe

web of your fingers. what nature gave you. much change. tune in later and you will see. I say it is degradation of self the world the friends around you, it is time to make a new judgment. waking up different, not exactly the same. because I can’t sleep, I say it is for lightweights.…… Continue reading small universe