it is beautiful out there, looking out the window. I’m grateful for the indoors, though; I need some warmth and something to eat. then I can read, and maybe write something. waking up early, I never feel all that on top of the world, with my congested chest, my disoriented stumble across the wooden floors,…… Continue reading morning notes
Digital Writ
OUTRAGE GROWS OVER PENTAGON PLAN: SUPER DATABASE WILL TRACK CITIZENS
This is taken from NYTIMES.com: You Are A Suspect. It is starting.
asthma session
It’s an overused, I know, but when I have asthma like this, I feel like an animal backed into a corner. You work a man to death and then you starve him of food, deprive him of sleep. Being poor and getting any kind of health care means getting pushed through winding lines and at…… Continue reading asthma session
the plan is to outperform everyone there and be fired for that shit.
more tea late at night I tossed and turned in bed early until it became late I started coughing then got up and boiled some water if I give myself something to do for a little bit maybe I’ll get tired and the sleep will come naturally anger acts as a magnifying glass killing ants…… Continue reading the plan is to outperform everyone there and be fired for that shit.
I say it is winter right now and you say the other thing. sure, 70 degrees now, wait a few minutes.
it’s a strange night lying back on the bed like this trying to read while my wife is sleeping, and the cats are sleeping, and the whole world, for that matter, is sleeping and leaving me to myself, alone. left alone, sad ideas, strong ideas, take birth revolutionizing my self-center, thanks alone to this book…… Continue reading I say it is winter right now and you say the other thing. sure, 70 degrees now, wait a few minutes.
word history
From American Heritage Dictionary: The obscenity fuck is a very old word and has been considered shocking from the first, though it is seen in print much more often now than in the past. Its first known occurrence, in code because of its unacceptability, is in a poem composed in a mixture of Latin and…… Continue reading word history
bedtime
drinking a lot of water. feeling a lot of exhaustion. cracking a lot of jokes and going straight to bed with my cats.
early morning notes
for two days now I’ve been waking up around 5am. it gives me so much time to do all the stuff I want to do – write, read, listen to music, news, etc. – and it’s nice to be awake like this several hours before work. getting to see the sun rise is an additional…… Continue reading early morning notes
I woke up in West Virginia during a thunderstorm. we lit fuses and put firecrackers in the hollow pipes of clothes lines. I will do this several more lifetimes before I bring myself to vote.
just a few notes before bed. I’m definitely inspired to write more, since I’m reading more. just a few pages a day is something. I will be writing out page after page – just as I’ve been doing. the years have treated me well in that way. I’ll get in bed with my headphones on…… Continue reading I woke up in West Virginia during a thunderstorm. we lit fuses and put firecrackers in the hollow pipes of clothes lines. I will do this several more lifetimes before I bring myself to vote.
the adventure is always up ahead of you. you make your home into an absolute turmoil. everything y
I’m sitting sipping late night raspberry tea to calm the asthmatic phlegm. it’s something I’m beginning to accept as a ritual. the same goes for work. soon the whole Monday morning sacrifice will crawl up and dig in its claws. she laughs and calls it exaggeration. it’s to get the pin man’s eyes stabbed out…… Continue reading the adventure is always up ahead of you. you make your home into an absolute turmoil. everything y