kicking off shoes that strangle the feet putting the television on mute during commercials straightening back shaping posture sold your entire record collection in a few days now the money and the records are gone miss the bills miss the vinyl panning the eyes across the room scratches on the glass the fading world published…… Continue reading entry for the new year
Digital Writ
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Today’s meditation is, if you break a finger or two on your writing hand, just how will you get your writing done? With the hand that is free, you could peck out the sentences. Also you could record your voice and later have it transcribed, but it isn’t really as close to the natural process.…… Continue reading Untitled
moving update
About 75% moved into the new place. My body feels like it’s been run over by about 20 moving trucks. I’m dreading the rest of it tomorrow, all the crates of books. More later.
this house produces insomnia
I’ve got that itching cough that reaches out and demands the next cough. Late, it continues on like this. A big apology to myself for not being able to sleep at a decent hours for so many days in a row. Somehow I’ll get back into shape, if that’s even possible any more. Winter kicks…… Continue reading this house produces insomnia
the lengthening rope of life
The quietest time is often when I have insomnia and am up at some “ungodly” hour. We have this borrowed space heater, though. It’s making things a little easier. Not too many hours left in this old house. It didn’t treat us very well, because the landlord, for the most part, was indifferent to our…… Continue reading the lengthening rope of life
updates
Updates on the main page.
last days on albemarle ave.
It is simply too cold to write or do much of anything. The wind blows right through the windows and the walls and goes down to the bones. I’ll probably throw in a movie and bunker under three sets of blankets. This is insane, but this weekend we’ll be moving anyway. . .
holiday notes
When I was a kid we had this little tradition that I could open at least one present on Christmas Eve, and that would be the one tagged with my mom or dad’s name on it. The rest would arrive under the tree by morning, which would be from Santa. I was blown out of…… Continue reading holiday notes
long hours
She is on vacation and I miss her to the point of falling out sick. It feels like I am under the influence of some kind of alcohol that I’ve shot down for the very first time in my life, and it’s making me so ill that I don’t know what to do with myself.…… Continue reading long hours
blue blood runs red
1. Wake up remembering where you are. 2. On his first day the kid makes a killing at his lemonade stand. 3. Send him warm thoughts. I’ve decided on “nothing.” It’s the best way to describe what I’m doing here. A dead bird comes, and I want to talk about it, sailing in and through…… Continue reading blue blood runs red