Author: bgkarma

I can’t seem to write right now.

we can decide to put ourselves in prison. by our subconscious actions we can beg for a mercy killing. laugh at me. I can smell the cow dung from the fields. I don’t know where I’ve been. what do you have to say for yourself? I’ve been out getting punched in the eye. once was…… Continue reading some dog chewing off your ear while you’re asleep and dreaming of Johnny Carson and Ed McMahon

what do you remember? what is all in your head? what are you holding? holding onto? what is it you should let go? what do you feel from others? how do they make you feel? do you know who you should avoid? what do you see? can you see beyond you? can you foresee the…… Continue reading questions

late. who is this I’m talking to? okay. headache and pain in the eye. it’s all common now. remember when I was worried? well I’m not worried any more. the pain is back. at night I lift the 20 lb. weight and welcome the pain because it makes the body stronger. I do as many…… Continue reading punched out left window

so much time is wasted out on the porch asking everyone how old they are as if that’s interesting conversation come on that misplaced feeling once my dad almost lost me at an air show I didn’t know who I was at all back then I have a better sense now it is best to…… Continue reading disjointed

I was awakened today by the sound of a nuclear missile hitting in the valley. once I jumped across the bed and was in the middle of the bedroom floor screaming like a dying madman, the sound passed and we were okay. it turned out only to be a jet flying way too low. still…… Continue reading intervals of sleep

humph. that’s all you can say? hell, I’m not holding you hostage, you can go if you wanna go. no, that’s all right, I’ll stay. no big deal. all right then. so let me tell you, I just bought these baseball cards. yeah, no fooling. I was watching the shopping network, one of my favorite…… Continue reading Delaware

lay on your back under the covers and allow yourself this guided meditation. close the bedroom door. be alone. listen to my voice. breathe well, in and out quite slowly. after breathing like this for awhile, imagine this white light hovering over you, not burning you to a little burnt crisp or anything, but radiating…… Continue reading meteor showers pick no favorites

“…Television pictures of a policeman punching a child in the face have shocked viewers in Russia. The image was captured in Vladivostok, as police attempted to deal with a picket staged by fishermen and their families. The footage shows a policeman involved in angry exchanges with one of the protesters, a young mother carrying her…… Continue reading outcry as policeman punches child