not enough
patience sometimes
sit like this
restless
mind wandering
thinking about other things to do
like yeah go and
meditate soon
go back to the house
and sit in that zone
me facing the wall
me and the wall and my cats sitting
up on the sill
see the pain at your necklace area
yeah, where your neck is
yeah but looping down
you mean my whole body?
yeah everything
all sensation
all scars
collected
life long
that scientolgists can’t
really spot
psychologists can’t zap
with prozac
sit and be burned
by the sun
for the slow death
of life
