before I collapse, I’d just like to note a few things at day’s end. some of my suspicions about the world are coming true, are being confirmed in little ways. I think it is really all about perception. it is very much like a switch turning on, then you see. your perception is everything.
perhaps the soul is at the top of the mind, in the blood stream. the consciousness permeates all.
some go out on that limb to say ultimately we are are everything but cannot see it. for instance, when we “travel” we are actually not even moving. does that sound cracked? mark this day on your calendar, I am proposing that it’s possible that you just may be the entire state of New Jersey, and then some.
when you are yelling at me, it’s me yelling at myself. the pain behind my eyes is the pain of a suicide bomb, just less. you wonder how the helicopters and sirens out there are a manifestation of your very own self. see how large you are! you can talk to anyone.
what are your new challenges? I want to go out to people and say, I’ve been too busy to worry… about elections and everything so typical.
what a good feeling.
in psychology class the teacher asked me to speak on lucid dreaming. I may post the MP3 later…. goodnite, larger self.