not in an overall good mood with a stomach ache and general pains caused by life and those opposed to it. but that’s just me. I’m sure there are some people out there doing all right and who are being productive. my school projects can force me to panic because they’re so involved and I can’t take much more outside of work and everything else. I feel overwhelmed and freaked out by life. maybe it is kind of a relief being old, knowing for sure you have just a couple more years left. as of now I’m tormented knowing I have so many years left of struggle, and I’m not its patriot.
yesterday I was thinking maybe I could use November’s National Novel writing month as an excuse to write my own book, whether it be fiction or not – but I realize I just have too much going on to add something else like that. and it’s a shame, because I pride myself on being a writer.
I find all these other
things in the way
day gloom
set clocks back
actually,
I kinda like that.
day bloom
I have
good intentions
others wanna
take advantage
capitalize
because
it just
“works for them”
“capitalism works!”
works as in
it exists!
but does not
work for everyone
and that is that
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