notes

things are real chilled out and lonely around here. I didn’t expect the loneliness really. I thought I had a handle on it back in DC, but it has a different vibe here. isolated. I push myself as hard as I can to keep myself busy. to get along with everyone, avoid petty arguments, do good work, etc. in a way you can take yourself too seriously.

I’m probably repeating myself. after all, there aren’t too many big events. I put the new plates on the car today. how do you like that? I’m a certified driver again. look out! I’ll race you to the Exxon station and back. then we can sit on the front porch and wave at the neighbors. how does that sound?

what about movies? oh yeah. well, I’m about half way through Fargo. it’s my first time seeing it, believe it or not. I’ve always heard good things about it. sometimes it’s good to be a little behind with stuff like this and appreciate it on your own by yourself.

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I can tell you’ve had an amazing, happy childhood, and everyone around you loves and supports you. I am so happy for you. whenever I see you, I feel so amazing. thank you for being you. I’ll apologize for this world, since it won’t itself, for exposing you to all the murder and power struggles. I pray it won’t break your spirit. you’re one of the good ones.