I want too many things
to get to everything
I’ve ever wanted
early morning incoherence
I hate it when I dream
about work
I’m there enough
damn
you win some
and lose some
they say
it’s the truth
reading about Radiohead, writing
stomach empty a lot
dreamt I was being spied on
by helicopters outside my window
from high up
that I got an iMac and
didn’t know what to do
with myself
had it sitting at a table with me
at a mall eatery
ridiculous
someone send me some
software
of course awake I’d
know what to do
now that I have DSL
I can use the phone again
talked with George last night
too much work these days
and without lunches
thank you joshua for all
your notes to me
the additional network card
was a success
talk to me about these things now
and I’ll be able to help
the hand of experience
what to look for in old age
don’t forget everything