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Who exactly is this new man moving in the building? He seems to know me. No, he totally knows me. I woke up at three in the afternoon and the bedroom door was closed; sometimes I do this when Rudra is knocking books off the shelf and I’m trying to sleep—I’ll push him into the…… Continue reading semi-recognizable individuals

one of the light bulbs stays burned out I don’t bother it I’m glad to be home and not arrested no one was actually but where we hold our poetry readings up on the roof of the parking garage cops showed on the scene tonight and shut the whole thing down the owner showed up…… Continue reading inside these walls

Ki, Quick note. Job interview turned out to be fruitless… the hours are bad, and pay is low at 9.50 an hour to start. The guy was nice enough, but could tell he was kind of a hard ass. The graphics position may open in 6 months at 11.50 or so. I’m going to tell…… Continue reading note

Ki, I did not write last night because I was tired. How are you doing? What an interesting past couple of days! I already told you about Beth and Jill, running into them that night, and my new friend. Last night was an incredible poetry reading, probably the best ever, after all these years! My…… Continue reading letter for small small

Ki, How are you doing, sweetheart? I’ve had a good day, and evening, actually. Was on my way to the coffee shop and ran into Beth and Jill who were sitting down having a drink outside of Paragon(?). We talked much about AG; they had gone in and were like, “Where’s Glenn?” Linda at the…… Continue reading good morning ki ki!

strange times that I go out seeking and they come to me in people forms and in sickness and in health in song and silence and more silence I enjoy running into people and being animated using choice words this man says there is a lot of healing in my hand and cussed a little…… Continue reading friends and teachers at the marketplace

forgot to mention my first unemp. check finally came in on Saturday, $278, something like that. I deposited it that afternoon.

Dear Ki, How was your weekend? My days are merging together a little bit because my body is out of sync and I’m sleeping strange hours. Last night was one of the worst with my congestion, so bad that I was awake until 10 in the morning. I woke back up around noon and called…… Continue reading “what I did this weekend”

Ki, I was writing you a few minutes ago, but the iBook had a kernel panic, surprisingly, so my notes about how it is 4 am already, and for the love of God, I cannot get to sleep, were lost. So I’m writing again, just so you get this note, something to read while you’re…… Continue reading can’t sleep

For there is a boundary to looking. And the world that is looked at so deeply wants to flourish in love. Work of the eyes is done, now go and do heart-work on all the images imprisoned in you; for you overpowered them: but even now you don’t know them. Learn, inner man, to look…… Continue reading from Rainer Maria Rilke’s “Turning-Point”