Author: bgkarma

work days go smooth here is my post it note just getting in the door note: sore feet a soreness Rudra here sitting on my lap to keep me company

I’m going through some unmentionable problems and I can only ask here for some dear friends to pray for me. some think to drink away their problems and only sink further down in them. seems like this one’s problems drink him away. maybe I’ll wash up on some shore. when I wake up in the…… Continue reading can’t sleep or speak or tell if it’s all lies

I’m sitting here in the living room TV going on in the background more snow will fall, they say then commercials come my hip is blasted and this is nothing new the same old complaining the shade is pulled up revealing pure black from here I sit here in the chair and watch TV shows…… Continue reading Sunday night sitting

These salespeople are so high energy. When they’re flailing around I’m just looking down. I don’t need to put on a show like that for anyone. I’ll go out there and dig my car out of the snow, which means basically dusting it off. We didn’t get much. Music rolls through my head. Friday, Friday,…… Continue reading Untitled

Up nice and early. Nice once I finally get awake and the coughing dies down. It’s still pretty early to get started on a technical manual, but for the first hour I go through it and ask myself why I’m having so much trouble focusing. I can only answer that I’m dead tired. I’m more…… Continue reading random sentences (more on the way, maybe)

In the winter I shave at night, try to get everything done at night. Waking up is not an easy task. Fearful winter mornings. Bring your sleeping bag, and something soft to sleep on. This book is too large to hold comfortably in bed leaning back against the wall; it’s size intimidates, makes me want…… Continue reading end of January

A little stressful getting things set up at work, learning the new image setter, exactly what file I can and cannot send to it, the correct configurations – pretty much all on my own in this; at least it seems. Color laser guy moves over to four color film separations to be sent to the…… Continue reading provide a service or be damned

this today saturday tonight night here right here sitting this yes in the chair you over there yes I’m here, right here can you hear me yes loud and clear good then let us begin my word son what is up with you you talk like branded cattle no no sorry this is just the…… Continue reading today, right now, tonight, tomorrow, and on, right here

Landed this job today; very excited and in sort of a state of shock. This is usually the case with this sort of thing. Time is going by and soon, because I start early Thursday morning, my vacation will be over. It’ll be good to get into the ambitious mode again. Thanks to everyone so…… Continue reading latest job info

These are lazy days in the chair in front of the television, reading some, but not doing much of anything else. I suppose it’s all okay, for now. somehow manage the anger I read through old notebooks slowly my hip cries in seven languages. have I fallen down the stairs in the middle of the…… Continue reading Untitled