I doubt this will be my last entry but with this pain in my gut and troubled breathing all adding up to what feels like a bullet wound, I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t worried. Today is the day I decide to check myself into the emergency room since a clinic is not really equipped to handle anything past a basic physical exam. With this pain increasing I’ve tried to push it aside and even heal it with loving visualizations in the middle of the night. Still the dull ache, now it begins to pound, making me think I’ve gotten myself into some sorta trouble. Well, think some good thoughts for me! I’ll see you on the other side of this.