reading can really help get your mind off your own problems. It took me a great while to read just a few pages today. I think what I’m attempting is to read The Idiot this time in it’s entirety. it’s a bad habit to drop a book after 300 or so pages into it, but that’s me. it was a good time, the fall of 2000. I was reading Dostoevsky, going to some small poetry readings, the Kid A album was about to come out, the weather was nice and cool, October was approaching…
this, this incident with the family is probably one of the worst experiences of betrayal in my whole life.