Lord, You are with me and protecting me. I now see more clearly into the evil and how it tries to attack me and get me caught up in all of the personal battles.
thank You for the clarity. this forces me to realize how sharp the mind must be. when I get to the end of this life I will look back on it and see how short that time really was. I want to always move forward and grow.
the sanskrit word “maya” means “that which is not.” I understand now exactly what that means. Lord, it’s that which is not You.
they want me to focus on their drama. Lord, what a flimsy drama!. thank You for helping me see this. I mourn their weak mindedness.
after an hour or so I have cooled down and feel solace in You. I want to get my ego out of the way; if I feel so insulted like I’m burning up in flames, all is lost. for some, reasoning, everything, is useless. you can pride yourself on being a nice guy, and you may very well be a nice guy – still there will be someone who hates your ass like no tomorrow. someone who will misunderstand you. someone who will hear only what they want to hear. I have to let go of always trying to set every little thing right. it’s not all in my hands, and I should probably be glad for that.
I either die or live. I want to concentrate on my higher interests. people will either support you or they won’t. establish a who’s who list in your head as soon as possible and get on with your business. life is too short.
I have to be ready for the assassins. Lord, make me ready, if You wish. I need to be ready for the worst. I need to expect the worst from them. and yet I need to expect the best, the good things, the signs, the love, from You, from friends.
that’s why life is hard. if you really live it, you’re open to both sides.
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