playing too many damn video games. I’m glad at least I don’t have an Xbox or Playstation because I would’ve lost it by now. I have an addictive personality like that. I’ll waste two or three days to reach that high score.
resume the internal life again, pray. pray for enemies first. pray for everyone else besides yourself first. let prayer actually be praise. God, You are great! by saying this, it also reflects back on me reminding me that He is in control of all of this. You are great, so why should I fear? be a conquerer of your fears and depression and stand upright. from there you can make up your mind what you want to do.