first night of storms

it’s been said that you may be reborn right in the middle of a family curse. there’s no doubt about it; I just want to know how I should deal with it. it’s like having a broken leg. you deal with it by accepting it and walking on crutches. except walking on crutches might not make you angry, but this, this fills me with anger. it’s like knowing a storm is coming. the curse is a thick and merciless storm that smokes crack.