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spending more time now trying to pinpoint weakness and then devise of ways to eradicate it. thinking of memory. I want to store an entire address book inside my head. I want to store all of that job info in my head. that way I can fill out job applications on the spot, and do it fast. I can go from place to place knocking one out right after the other. memorize poems to read in coffee shops, or to anyone who cares to listen. I want to strengthen that part of myself. I want to strengthen my body so that if it comes up, I’ll be in good enough shape to lay bricks if I have to. my mind has to be sharp. it has to be brave. solid. the heart is up for the changes. expand. I’ve got what, maybe 40-50 years left? knock my lights out a few more times. I can take it.