the first thing I’ll write is
what a beautiful day it is
slightly raining
these books coming in
to my brain
next I will write to you
that I think for the
most part I am
a nice or decent or good person
and whatever
harsh things
I have done
or things that have
come off this way
were done out of . . .
let’s see, confusion,
in attempt
to do the right thing
to not be stepped on
to not be crossed
or . . .
or I have regretted those
actions but
see whatever happened
cannot be
mended and
as I suffer you suffer
that is that
human dealings
can be so human
next I will again mention
the weather
that I should be out
in the nice weather
if just for a couple of
minutes before the
sun goes down.
more?
yes, I will begin my
goodbyes as I move
out of here
still I will write and
to many people
nothing will change
it most likely won’t
make much of a difference
to hardly anyone.
shy people try to make their way
when they find they can talk
they burst out
and go on and on
camera shy ppl look down
it’s automatic
unlike conversation
sometimes it is not
the shy factor but it is in
knowing you have nothing
in common with
these people and
back home you have
serious business to
tend to and this is really
all just a waste of time
the birds are out
I am in
I write 4 = 2 + 2 equals
basic and small truth
drawn on walls
memorized
felt
I feel like
pacing the room
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