it’s hard to sit down and write all this sometimes. a weekend’s end and you feel like there’s nothing to say. if you were only here to share it with me, well then still I would probably go and close the door to trap myself in to write it down. I save this file as junk. Sunday. I think that I’m falling in love with my wife some more.
my cat is sleeping so peacefully and I’m in a pretty good mood, even though I did just watch the depressing American History X two times in a row. as I was writing to my friend, you usually have to watch something more than once if you think you’re going to own it in your memory.
and yes, I broke out and saw another movie. won’t comment on it now. that was yesterday, when the power went out all over the whole area and cops were out directing traffic. Friday and all that hell were behind me. all I had to worry about was getting some basic groceries and medicine to get Casey better. a couple months more of this and we’ll be in the clearing. yet with that, we lose something there too, as if we don’t feel as spiritual as we did in winter. we start to feel like we can party it up and there will be no repercussions. winter is there always not letting us get too happy.
I don’t think I’ll write that much more. not much in the mood to write something down. I hope everyone is doing okay and able to ignore the new Survivor and all that Super Bowl nonsense as much as possible.
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