you put your own holes in that shot up personality of yours, and there’s no way in hell I’m going to say anything about it, at least for now. my theory is, leave me the hell alone, leave things nice and quiet, what appears boring really isn’t boring, but at peace. peace, however, sometimes isn’t the catalyst for clarity. I’m thinking of you, who upset my mind, but inspire these words. I want to go in the opposite direction. you scare the absolute hell out of me. you’re helpless.
they say enemies can reincarnate with you into this life in a position close to you, reaking havoc in the family. the kid with small hands can’t knock anyone out for fifteen years, so they take advantage.
I know, it’s disorganized ranting. associations one after another. they warned me about speaking my mind right from the start. it was the right thing to be brave and get punched right in the mouth, to get bloody in the lunchroom. I know that I am on top of the world, even if I lose a fight. my heros were the Transformers. it was the sci-fi, the other worldly that had me.
Discover Card is not my idea of discovery. telemarketer tried to sell me on the hype. I’m not interested, and I repeated… I’m sorry, I’m not interested. Okay, he said, and proceeded to tell me some 1-800 number with an extension, in case I changed my mind. I just memorized all that, thanks. what a f.ing joke. what a fucking joke.
my lips chapping all to hell.
announcing: soon – movie reviews from a whole different angle. critiques down to the movie theatres themselves, up close and personal. audience reaction. the whole event. Rear Window, Hitchcock classic, released on DVD in March. Radiohead’s fifth album, “Amnesiac,” set for June.