should I call in sick tomorrow?

check this joint out!!! I think it’s going to blow up real fast. what are you doing right now? reading this? I feel sorry for you.

well, just kidding. welcome back. today I was sitting in the cafe at the bar drinking down the water until it was all gone and only the ice cubes left. crunched on those for a while and wrote what was happening to me in the moment, what I predicted for what was to follow in our little gathering. you see a department meeting. I see murder. you see procedures. I see seizures. I knew the sky was going to turn red, and I was right.

back to the ice cubes. all I’ll say is it was a simple moment. out of all the horrible things that happened this afternoon, somehow it comes to mind as I sit back here and listen to Coldplay.

I’ve stopped talking about revolutions, I know. I’m starting to realize what they are again. Break out on your own, D.I.Y. “I baptize you with water, but He will baptize you with fire.”

He is that nature. blind.
blind behind buildings
crying into bathroom sinks
red faced

“I swam across, I jumped across for you, oh what a thing to do. because you were all yellow…”

some people are grade A morons from bovine university. there’s nothing you can do, they’ll never listen to a single word you have to say. and if you’re unlucky enough to be employeed under one of these fools, you’re gonna wanna die. and then you’re gonna rise the hell up and be bigger than that. then you’re going to love yourself. not in an egotistical way. but you’re going to love your opportunities. you’re going to love your life, love being alive. you know you’ve got something so much more than them. more than the cheap salary they give you.

winter is treating me just fine so far, all things considered. thank you, I’m feeling fine. thanks for asking, thanks for being a true friend. I don’t have too many. I don’t read too much either. and I could go on. okay, that’s the writing for tonight. everyone get good rest.