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I apologize for earlier. I've been sick, as I told you, and it made me irritable, perhaps irrational. Probably it would be best for me to take some time away, as that will also give you some space. I'm aware of your stresses—to an extent—and don't want to add to them. Passed notes briefly with …

Fix the sink

These are the strange hours, in the middle of the night like this. It's like I'm holding my breath, hoping I'll pass out, and when I wake up, I'll find I've been transported. Some hope they'll die in their sleep like that. Maybe I do, too. If I pass out and wake up in mid-January, …

wow, I think I flunked this test. haha

DisorderRatingParanoid:HighSchizoid:ModerateSchizotypal:Very HighAntisocial:ModerateBorderline:Very HighHistrionic:Very HighNarcissistic:HighAvoidant:ModerateDependent:HighObsessive-Compulsive:Moderate-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --Paranoid Paranoid personality disorder is characterized by a distrust of others and a constant suspicion that people around you have sinister motives. People with this disorder tend to have excessive trust in their own knowledge and abilities and usually avoid close relationships with others. They …

ki, would be nice to hear from you one of these days. anyway, here's some bill info: I don't know why this shit has not come in, so I've decided to call around to the companies and get the balance directly. I suppose you have Providian under control, if not the most recent statement says …

ki, part ii

Ki, Here's another Sunday letter, coming to you in the night. Had a good day today. Dinner with the fam was relatively painless. I must be on my grandmother's good side these days because she again brought up the idea of paying for me to go to Spain a little bit. At this point, I'm …

ki!

Ki, I miss you so much this weekend. I hope you are doing well and are getting through your school work okay. I'm plugging away through mine, albeit a tiny amount compared with yours, I'm sure. The cats are doing fine, and miss you, too! Love, g.

Thursday morning

Mom calls early about my grandmother who is complaining her stomach pains are worse, that she was unable to sleep all through the night. She says she will call back when she knows more. She calls back talking a mile a minute. My grandmother has changed her story, "I'm just sore. I couldn't sleep only …