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trying to satisfy you is a herculean feat this is not how I wanted to start out this poem intentional lawnmowering start up hover over why don’t you today, this morning, for you to get gang green face is blue getting cold imagined I vomited in the kitchen floor fell and passed out on my …

a few words

I've not really written for days. My hands have been moving, but something isn't in it. My heart is not in it. And now I'm back from West Virginia. I kind of gave that holiday away to the relatives; I'll claim New Year's and the weekend as my own. It is good to be out …

late

I don't get off to a good start writing this so throw it all in the bag and give the world something less private less neurotic less dirty-laundry I straight hate going to see them and no matter what day is no goddamn exception are you obsessed with agonizing over it I am because you …

eating. we are going to eat at the Indian restaurant today. are psyched it's open. gmother suggested this in the first place, since she is going more deaf and more blind, to go, and she would reimburse us. a day later, she has my mother call: "she wants to know what she can make." nothing! …

december oblations

fragments, these days that pass, cold days. sitting in the co-op without anything to write with, mentally I think out the words: december depression. december exhaustion. december depletion. december hard times. december hard to see a light at the end of the tunnel. I'm reading a book on increasing reading speed and comprehension, therefore giving …

identities need along with them built in technologies that preserve them

there's this picture of you posing something. I'm 1 for guessing away all the time of a dull day. I think you don't like your picture taken. can understand that because my nature is shy at times, but also feel identities need along with them built in technologies that preserve them. this is flex of …

little time

not doubting time is golden. I watched the jobs pile up on me at work, because what seemed to be a font problem, crippled my machine for at least two hours. more and more continues to pile up, and it gets depressing, to be too much. did however find a really cool website, exquisitecorpse.org, run …

xmas ideas

I'm thinking about asking crazy family members for make-believe presents, just to mess with them a little bit. like, "How To Burn The Flag Without Burning Your Hand." or "I Like Black People So Much I Want To Become One Myself." or "How To Get Your Parents To Admit They're Gay." or "The Big Apology: …