blood pressure

a couple days pass and I don't write much during a visit from a friend and I am playing host, playing DVDs, cracking jokes, eating veg. thanksgiving food. my monitor is blotched up but I don't get up from my chair to clear it. so here I am in early morning hours yawning, typing this, …

weekend events

a headache has developed lonely saturdaynight/morning/sunday. realized earlier that last night I actually over did it on the medicine, took 8 tablespoons in one shot instead of 2. it did in fact clear my chest right up, but also sent me to the moon. I'm still recovering from it. and a cough is starting to …

lunchtime notes

these are the rough days because because. so many interruptions, I can't see straight, or write straight. does that mean that I am seeing gay and writing gay? a homophobe's nightmare is gay men raining from the sky. I'm not phased by whoever rains from the sky. okay, here I am back again, after another …

possibilities

it feels good to be back after a few days of rest and silence, and a little strange since it always comes back to a blank page to fill, and to fill it with substance. the slight pressure of that. of course the very first thing is to write no matter what, regardless of whether …