quick notes

not in an overall good mood with a stomach ache and general pains caused by life and those opposed to it. but that's just me. I'm sure there are some people out there doing all right and who are being productive. my school projects can force me to panic because they're so involved and I …

friendster

I know it is stupid, but I am trying to build up my friendster corporation. if you're into it, and you know me on a somewhat personal level, or would like to, drop me a line.

evening

waking up. I've said drastic things. that I've fallen from the sky, from a plane, and survived. survived how? well, things are broken, but never mind. complain all the small things out of your mouth. the doctor may spot something just in time. as I am hoping with mine. the new meds are fucking me …

strange day, twisted. a mortal day. I will write more later. late. upset. reading in bed. trying to make life decent enough worth living. is this possible? small things matter, especially as you go along. various moods and strengths. concerns. serious matters. good night.

after saying nothing, I can talk about how today went, and that was pretty much nowhere but to continue working on my art project, and run a few groceries through the line, pick up a Sandman, and head back home. watched that movie the edge with Anthony Hopkins during. really liked it. did not read …

time spaces continuous no sound no sound get your movies straight

inclines declines light sound moving movement sentient typing patters on the keyboard hoping you're okay well beyond just okay non-dairy non-dairy queen how is it you get to be mean? you pay later so your priviledge is pretend we're small gods for instance can click the right mouse button to copy and paste we effect …