starting to wonder if I'm being hypnotized by the computer&TV all my time and eyesight drawn into it while books collect dust I look up 11 hours later

late notes

I feel like such a stranger some of the time having been away from this journal the lights are bright in my face I'm dropping those clinical drops to relieve my eye infection been losing weight thought today about those Weight Watchers diets they eat crap throughout the day and one "sensible meal" in the …

evening note

time away from work is the best thing in the world for me. I was sick throughout the day with allergies, and what better way to spend it than sleeping in bed and recovering? think I would have gotten through it at work? I woke up and went on another walk out in this amazing …

lunch

hello from the lunch table. hello again, it's me, lunch - from the planet luncheon. not all is well until break at noon. apple juice is good for sipping. I thank you for the taste buds. being on time is just not all that important to me any more. they ask what I'm thinking when …

new grey member

thinking of what we'll name the new kitten. our friend from the apt. upstairs came down and offered us an abandoned dumpstered kitten. then she brought the little bibby down a few minutes later, all grey like Rudra, but twenty times smaller. they hissed at each other for about ten minutes and we decided to …

new grey member

thinking of what we'll name the new kitten. our friend from the apt. upstairs came down and offered us an abandoned dumpstered kitten. then she brought the little bibby down a few minutes later, all grey like Rudra, but twenty times smaller. they hissed at each other for about ten minutes and we decided to …

"I talked to Sonam Kazi about the "child mind," which is recovered after experience. Innocence - to experience - to innocence. Milarepa, angry, guilty of revenge, murder and black arts, was purified by his master Marpa, the translator, who several times made him build a house many stones high and then tear it down again. …