domestic update

last night in Rocky Mount. I've kept my proud mouth shut for most of the long haul. I scream the worst of the worst in my notebook, and I justify it. it is street art in its purest form. poor man's psychologist chair. spill ink not blood. so we'll move into the city and be …

dilapidation

dead flies in basement florescent lights hum that basement smell I crawl away from your personality admit I'm not strong enough to withstand it they take millions and millions of cigarette breaks until the big final break comes along the body falls apart whole chunks fall off it becomes a bloody soup you become something …

fate of the next guy

soreness creeked in neck. he asks their opinion on everything, can never think for himself. it's a wonder he made it this far. overcompensates with hyperactivity and they see transparency. who is this idiot, they say? what decade generates this kind of idiot. docile child's face from '39, Hitler with his lettuce sandwhich. it is …

slow breath

zero entries lately. frowned sad face distraught in the family battles. quietly a storm for now. hold your blue breath until you wake up somewhere else. don't feel like going to work tomorrow, hold it for awhile. see which bed suits you best. I prefer to sleep low to the ground, raised myself that way, …

notes

I miss some of my old friends terribly. I feel like I haven't talked with anyone in years, and I almost wouldn't know what to say. I'd like to sit down and share with you what I'm currently reading, maybe even what I'm writing, also what I'm listening to. ask you what you're thinking, how …

notes

late set of notes not that I haven't been writing but one word at the top of the page today hardly counts for anything if I am counting still that in limbo feeling though I am working we won't feel relaxed until we have a place of our own fireworks going off air conditioning vents …